Do you think God ever asks “Don’t you want to meet me as I am?” We all want to be truly seen and known. But God is beyond our understanding yet invites us, actually insists on drawing us closer in relationship.
Who is the Lord, that I should hate him? Exodus 5:2
Jesus came to revolutionize our idea of God. All the ways that people of His time were taught to think were systematically undermined by His teachings and parables. They disassembled the structure of the day and emphasized the idea that the holy is the place to find God. Remember how He overturned the tables in the Temple before His Passion, stating that this was no longer the place to find God?
To feel comfortable with the incredible presence of God is precisely the challenge that Jesus had when He began his ministry as related to us in the Gospels. The first thing Jesus seems to have done in his preaching career was to call us to repent. This is a word that means not to do penance in the sense of some external practice, but to change the direction in which we are looking for happiness, implying that where we are looking for happiness is not the place where it can be found, and certainly not where God is to be found.
If you seek him, he will be found. 1 Chronicles, 28:9
As we know from the gift of science and the work of Galileo, the earth is not the center of the universe. Given that revelation, we should be led to the realization that “I’m really not the center of the universe” either. However, most of us see the world from an “I” perspective or the “false self”. But seeing through this lens, we don’t see the world as it really is. We see it inside out, upside down, or not at all. This is a serious situation that has existed since Adam and Eve. It’s what might be called the human predicament or the human condition.
Are you feeling a nudge to deepen your relationship with God? Prayer allows us to give ourselves to this relationship, sharing and exchanging our most intimate thoughts and feelings on both mental and spiritual levels. This practice helps us know the divine in our life and see the banquet of love before us. It calls us to the fullness of life.
God is always there providing a gentle nudge. He is calling, trying to get your attention through that uncomfortable pain in your soul. He whispers an invitation out of the pain towards something deeper and truer. To trust Him.
The Rule of St. Benedict revolves around five practices: Prayer, Work, Study, Hospitality, and Renewal. Prayer is the foundation to the monastic life and calling, and can be a constant part of the life of non-monastics as well. St. Benedict talks about how our work can be an encounter with the sacred, sanctifying us, providing dignity, and a sense of well-being along with earning a decent wage.
A lot of the spiritual journey is learning to get sober, to wake up to our true nature and get over our soul-sickness. We can’t do this on our own, despite how hard we try. The only way to do this is to call on the grace of God and invite Him in to accompany us on our journey.